If This is a Dream, The World is Inside It

i was tagged by strangeinfatuation. and just like she said, i don't particularly listen to the most uplifting music in the world but there are songs that do make me smile really big funny smiles. those are as follows... * and i'm totally stealing her pretty happy color idea because i think it's amazing, hope you don't mind =) *

12~ A-Punk by Vampire Weekend

whenever i hear this song i get this sudden urge to dance but because it would be much to embarassing :)

11~ Panic by The Smiths

haaaaang the blessed dj!!! i know it's pretty  ironic,but the smiths always make me happy. how peculiar is that.

10~ Caring is Creepy by The Shins

garden state was right. these guys will change your life. and make you smile funny smiles!

9~ When You Were Young by The Killers

i know that is completely mainstream ans streotypical but i LOVE me some killers. i mean, how can you not just be happy that when you hear this on the radio that remotely popular bands can still make amazing music.

8~Son of Sam by Elliott Smith

it's just so upbeat and smiley. elliott makes me a happy little girl, forver and always :)

7~ The Mixed Tape by Jack's Mannequin

piano songs own me. andrew's song are always so inspiring in one way or another. i have no idea how, but they just are.

6~ Found Out About You by The Gin Blossoms

gotta love the 90's!!!!!

5~ Slow Hands by Interpol

i challenge you to sit and listen to this song and not move your head or any body part attached to said appendage.

4~ Morning Glory by Oasis

this has one of the catchest hooks known to man. i looooove it!!!

3~ Every You Every Me by Placebo

i bet you didn't see this one coming. i am so damn predicatble. but honestly, can you blame me. this songs plays and it is physically impossible for me to not sing along.

2~ The Taste Of Ink by The Used

here i am, alive at last. smile. love. repeat.

1~ Apocalypse by Hotel Persona

 loveLOVElove.... this has to be the happiest,most shiny, catchiest song to ever grace my ears. and these lyrics, AMAZING!  i love stef <3

now, i tag anyone how hasn't been tagged or anyone that has been tagged but feels the need to redo their list. that is completely unlikely, but you never know :)

i'm just in this mood where this movie is the only thing that makes any sense anymore. this movie has saved my life as much as anything can. and the world is to blame so fuck them, fuck everything that doesn't matter. fuck it all. save me. love me. hate me. trust me. so i'm going to quote this movie like a mad women because i can.

Hello, you've reached the winter of our discontent.

You can't navigate me. I may do mean things, and I may hurt you, and I may run away without your permission, and you may hate me forever, and I know that scares the living shit outta you 'cause you know I'm the only real thing you got.

I am not under any orders to make the world a better place.

There's no point to any of this. It's all just a... a random lottery of meaningless tragedy and a series of near escapes. So I take pleasure in the details. You know... a quarter-pounder with cheese, those are good, the sky about ten minutes before it starts to rain, the moment where your laughter become a cackle... and I, I sit back and I smoke my Camel Straights and I ride my own melt.

 

~ There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing. ~

i saw sweeney todd last night it was, how do i say this..... AMAZING!!! spectacualar singing from mr.depp. he had this little crack in his voice sometimes when he sang and for some reason i love it when guys voices crack. it's makes it sound sooo emotionally. *swoon* it was AMAZING!!! i can't say that enough. there was quite alot of blood spilt but what for good purpose. if you haven't seen it yet, you have to!!!! go, now!!!!

well sappysuperunknown did so i will to, because i probobly have less of a life than she does XD anway let me press suffle and we are off.......*presses shuffle on i-pod*......OFF!!!

1. the art teacher (live)- rufus wainwright~ i offically have come to love rufus. she is just spectacular even more so than the fact that i'm still in italics.

2. broken promise~placebo~ still italics!!! i love the intro to this song...damn i fall for the piano everytime.

3. charlotte sometimes~the cure~ sing to me robert...

4.the offering mix~ the champagne serenade~ chick singers rule

5. thirteen~ elliott smith~ this cover is more amazing than the orignal could ever be.long live mr. elliott, my he rest in pieces

6.obstacle 1~ interpol~ yay interpol!!!!! i don't have any more to say so now it will just be the songs. goodbye love goodbye

7.lover i don't have to love~ bright eyes

8.sam's town(abbey road version)~ the killers

9.papercut skin~the matches

10.solitary man~HIM

i was tagged by sappysuperunknown10. this i know is a giant mashup of alternative but who cares? i know i don't. i love all of these songs. some because they mean so much to me, some because they have helped me through living hells, and some because they are just fun to listen to. these aren't all my favorites, just the ones's that happened to pop in my head. now, shall we continue? i believe we shall.

25. get on the floor~the promise ring

24. slow motion~ third eye blind

23. iris~ the goo goo dolls

22. alive~ pearl jam

21. running from the rain~ thursday

20. every day is exactly the same~ nine inch nails

19. don't i hold you~ wheat

18. donut kill self~ die mannequin

17. blind~ placbeo

16. believe~ aiden

15. friday i'm in love~ the cure

14. bulimic~ the used

13. enjoy the silence~ depeche mode

12. numb~ linkin park

11. going to a town~ rufus wainwright

10. there is a light that never goes out~ the smiths

9. the mix tape~ jack's mannequin

8. a sorta fairytale~ tori amos

 

7.  heartache every moment~ HIM

6. statues without eyes~ kill hannah

5.  love will tear us apart~ joy division

4. just like heaven~ the cure

3 1/2. pure morning~ placebo

3. I'll cover you~ RENT * yeah, i know but i LOVE this song*

2. bigmouth strikes again~ the smiths

1. every you and every me~ placebo

i tag undoubtlypatty, missalternative, theotherdeath, awwxsugar,htwycross, and anyone sles who wants to do it. <3

last night i was watching CSI. the one set in las vegas, and at the very end of the epiosode grissom began to go go-carting with the rest of the team minus sara and running up that hill by placebo began to play. i got so excited when i heard that come on, so my dad just gave me this " wtf is wrong with you" look but my mom actually began to sing along. it was amazing and just thought i should say so.

until next time my darlings <3

i've been tagged by sappysuperunknown10. and i have a feeling that list will be harder then the bnads one because movies are so diiferent and amazing. and proving to be much more difficult, but here goes nothing( a few of these are really crappy but i love them none the less)

RULES:

1. You put here 10 favourites movies of your life.

2. You tag  maximum 10 people.

3. You CANNOT tag someone who has already been tagged.

4. You have to let the people you tagged know that they've been tagged.

5. You have to put PICS

10. gone in 60 seconds

9. the replacements

8. the departed

7. the breakfast club

6.requiem for a dream

5. reality bites

4. benny and joon

3. donnie darko and breakfast at tiffany's

2. pretty in pink and rent

1. elizabethtown

honorable mentions- garden state, little miss. sunshine, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind,the titanic,the first pirates of the carribean,and bull durham( for my mommy)

i tag: missalternative ,undoutedlypatty ,theotherdeath ,whatsername80 ,awwwxsugar ,htwycross ,xxpurplecloudxx
 and specialjanul.

i've been tagged by sappysuperunknown10. this was absoutley the hardest list i've ever done so i'm going to do what triinu did and just do bands. solo artists would make this much more difficult.

Here are the rules:

1) Pick your 10 favorite musical artists.
2) Tag the journal "top10bands" so we can have a full tag page of all our lists!
3) Pick 8 more people to do this! Make sure to link them to your original post

10~ the smiths

love affair started with: how soon is now?   current kiss: bigmouth strikes again

9~lostprophets

love affair started with : last train home     current kiss: lately

8~thursday

love affair started with: war all the time    current kiss: running from the rain

7~ the cure

love affair began with: lovesong     current kiss: the same deep water as you

6~ kill hannah

conquered my heart with : race the dream     current kiss: statues without eyes

5~ the killers

captured my love with: somebody told me     current kiss: bones

4~ HIM

romance started with: wicked game     current kiss: heartache every moment

3~ aiden

love affair began with: knife blood nightmare     current kiss : believe

2~ my chemical romance

love affair began with: i'm not okay (i promise)    current kiss: cemetary drive

*as completely over said this is and how meaningless it can sound now, they did save my life. yeah yeah i said. but i actually mean it. laugh all you wish now XD*

1~ placebo

captured my heart with: pure morning     current kisses: slackerbitch and twenty years.

i now tag missalternative ,theotherdeath ,undoutedlypatty ,awwwxsugar ,htwycross,xxpurplecloudxx ,specialjanul ,and atthebitterend

that was really hard. <3

i got Venus Doom by H.I.M. on tuesday and it's AMAZING!!!!!! their lyrics are second only to placebo and that's saying alot. my favorite song so far is sleepwalking past hope and i think the album is still up on their myspace for the moment if you want to hear before you buy, but it's definatley worth your money whatever it be in.

open house was tonight. these things kinda freak my teachers out because the realize that i'm not the only weird one, my mom is too XD but it's amusing to see the teachers... squirm for lack of a better term. becuse they are all so nervous and well... scared that is all except my world history teacher. he actually goes along with my little antics. it's fun(ny). film class will be amazing next semester. that's all i know.

until we meet again, i love you all much <3

*i thought this picture was so cute*

blind by placebo is an amazing song. i thought i would just share it with you all.

If I could tear you from the ceiling,
And guarantee a source divine,
Rid you off possessions fleeting,
Remain your funny valentine.

Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.

If I could tear you from the ceiling,
I know the best have tried,
I'd fill your every breath with meaning,
And find a place we both could hide.

Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.

You don't believe me, but you do this every time,
Please don't drive me blind.
Please don't drive me blind..

I know we're broken,
I know we're broken,
I know we're broken.

If I could tear you from the ceiling,
I'd freeze us both in time,
Find a brand new way of seeing..
Your eyes forever glued to mine.

Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.

I know I broke it,
I know I broke it,
I know I broke it,
I know I broke it.

and here's a link to a fan made video of the song

http://youtube.com/watch?v=_wsR5AbN4S8

i am loving La Grosse Radio right now.it means the big radio in french and it broadcasts on the internet and then on my i-tunes radio thing and i love it. i think i'll go to france just for the sake of listening to this station <3

have a good day..........end transmission

I got tagged by triinu 

RULES:

1. You post your top 10 fantasy guys/girls
2. You tag 10 people.
3. You CANNOT tag someone who has already been tagged.
4. You have to let the people you tagged know that they've been tagged.
5. These are the rules they must be repeated every time.
6. THERE MUST BE PHOTOS! AT ALL TIMES!

10. patrick stump

9. hayley williams

8. ian watkins

7 1/2. taylor kitsch

7. jonathan radtke

6. steve hewitt

 

5.  brandon flowers

3 1/2. bam margera

4. quinn allman

 

3. wiL francis

2. mat devine

 

1. and of course.....brian molko <3

brian and steve

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i think i should stop now. oh yeah i tag   theotherdeath,missalternative,undoutedlypatty,sappysuperunknown10,whatsername80, bruisepristine1,atthebitterend,awwwxsugar,specialjanul,and shOtgunweddingxx.

have fun

i can't believe i left off gee,frankie,gee and oh well XD

high school is boring and seemingly pointless. it is remotely interesting to just i guess people watch. to see how people can be brought to some of the stuff they do. i've really gotten into books lately and music even more. i guess it's an escape and i like where i go. well anyway there has been no more fire alarms...yet but i'm sure since i've said this there will be one tomorrow.damn karma.erggg..

soda machines have gotten me mad lately.like almost everyone i've used doesn't work for me. what did i do to the soda machine,huh? but you know what if they want a war that's what their gonna get.i'll swear of soda machines,ha that's it. who's with me? i will not surrender.....yet atleast XD

in other news apparently owen wilson tried to kill himself.not succeding of course but by slitting his let wrist and overdosing and some shit. he's suppossed to be a happy comedian,what's wrong with the world?!?

and,oh yeah, what the hell is ultra sex??

click on the second song. god i love this band.

http://www.myspace.com/mindlessselfindulgence 

 

 

i just got conviction by aiden last night and it is AMAZING!!!!! it's pretty different from some  of their other stuff but i absolutly love it.i haven't said that about a cd since meds came out. i'm totally in love <3

oh yeah, how was the football game? *i kinda refuse to go to those until reason jumps out and punches me in the face so until them i shall live vicariously through you all*

much love

 

i've been in school for a total of 4 days.the fire alarm has been pulled 3 times. i find this all rather amusing other than the fact that i like being extremely pale and i'd like to keep it that way and the sun outside doesn't really help in this keeping of a goal. if only they could pull an outside fire alarm.now that's a thought.

i got my nail polish.my mom painted them for me.pretty in black if you will

i had one of those 30th anniversy elvis peanut butter banana cream resses cups today.yum.

sadly tonight i'll most likely be watching high school musical 2.laugh all you want but i kinda like it.i feel i should go hide in shame now XD

ttfn

be for-warned this is a random jubble of pointless emotions and thoughts.now,shall we continue?

i have just learned that i may be moving to canada.i officailly hate the government with so much venom behind it no antedote could ever cure. all this because the fucking government might reinstate the draft and my parents agreed the the don't want their childern to be animals in a useless war.but truthfully what has use and point any more.the funnyest part of all of this is that this is the first time my so called "dad" has referred to me all an offspring of himself.i guess he lost his brain for a moment.

what's wrong with being a social misfit anyway,huh???

i just thought of this if i died my parents would lose a tax deduction.

i tried to go out today on my bike and get nail polish and i went to 3 stores and none of them had it.one had nail polish but ugly old lady pinks/oranges/uglyness and no black.AHH!!!.

i like the rain.it makes me happy and for some reason happier with lightning and thunder.it's so pretty.it's as if everything that evryone says gets washed away and everything you hate washes down the gutter.i like it.

i'm starting to think god really just doesn't give a shit.i'd like to think someone is up there but i wonder.

i love placebo.

i have a secret i don't know if i can tell.

sometimes it's faded.much love to all of you who actually read this far.my love will never end <3

problems are never even problems anyway.just truths without happy endings.my thoughts anyway.

end transmission.

okay projekt revolution was amazing.i got there at around 4pm ,so i missed the revolution stage but that's okay. i saw the last two songs of julien K and they were pretty good.the lead singer isn't exactly making the record books but good non the less. next comes one of my new favorite bands- placebo.i am offically madly in love with them.if it's possible to love a band that much i now do.and i feel a long relationship coming.i may be committed.the first song they played was pure morning and both me and my mom knew it(which was a surprise to both of us seeing as she told me she had never heard of them.so much for that).it's a pretty fucked up song lyrics wise,but you know i am too so we go togather pretty well.

HIM came on next and were even better live then they were on cd.ville*singer* smoked their entire set which was 50 minutes long btw.they were a very nice mix of goth and metal.i took a really shaky video,sorry.

HIM- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKb9hc-BrcY

taking back sunday came on next and totally rocked.adam wore a pair of jeans,a flannel,a t-shirt and boots and it was around 95 out.but i can't really say that's stupid cause i wear shit like that all the time.not so shaky because my mom took this one

tbs- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QG_DYprfhJU&mode=user&search=

my chem took the stage next with amazing pyrotechnics.BOOM.poor gee was sick that day but he did a kick ass job.at one point he said "all the guys in here take of your shirts" and they did then his responce was"now i can go home and tell my mom i got men to strip for me".it was amazing.next was of course linkin park.chester is a ball of energy i tell you.man.

well i haven't slept in like 3 days .so i'm getting lazy and the keyboard is getting blurry and i don't know how to put pictures up here so i got mad and good night