Rather than missing what used to be,I look forward to what's yet to be

i was tagged by mimi to reveal what i listen to,but  "accidently" rename on my i-pod so my indie cred isn't completely destroyed XD i do believe i will later regret doing this, oh well... shall we continue on with more mindless ramblings? yes, yes we shall!

my first full actual artist is going to be MIKA! and just like ana said  he always makes me smile and his songs always make you feel really good :) but their is one exception and that would be the song "happy ending". the first time i heard that song i9 was on the bus home and i was listening my recently added because i had just put the CD on my i-pod *and fuck yeah i own life in cartoon motion!* and i wept. i truly wept. it is insanely beautiful and then you get to the hidden track, WOW. my eyeliner was basiclly at my chin by that time :)

and who can resist "grace kelly"?!?!?! i'll tell you who, no one. no one at all XD

these paint cover fiends are the wonderfully catchy and scenelious duo known as breathe carolina! as much as it pains me to admit that i love somehting that screams part of the time, these guys are amazing. i mean, you try and deny the magical amazingness of this little number XD once again, you can't :)

nick lachey = heart breaker. try and not shed a tiny tear to this.

this is girl power yo. yep, i said yo.

BROADWAY TIME!!!

sure, it may have won alot of tonys this year, including best musical, but if i admit i like a latin hip-hop musical i get made fun of for 1) it's hip-hop and 2) they contiue to laugh because i love musicals. FUCK YEAH. i LOVE musicals.period.end sentence. and it has presented us with the greatest speech ever, not only because it's fucking dunkin sheik presenting, but it's the TONYS!!! oh, and i mean this acceptance speech :)

BAND # 3~ 2 years ago in eight grade when i was a sad little emo kid * i know, suck* hawthorne heights owned me. and to some extent they still do. part of me died when casey died, like seriously, i cried. and as corny as it sounds, this song is still as beautiful to me now as it was 2 years ago. yep, i said it XD and good fucking lord this wonder of a composition is sooo the shit :)  and oh yeah, tommorrow i will deny that i said any of this XD

~i'm really bad at these lists so i'm sorry this is so inconsistant and mind numbingly boring :) ~

before i fall asleep at the keyboard, the last full on artist for tonight!!!

paolo nutini has the cutest smile! ahem..sorry..i digress. the only reason i put on here is because everyone i know hates him with this weird firey passion and i love him! but of course on the down low from them, because there is only so much teasing one person can take XD and the awesome thing is he's so versitile, there's happy paolo and then there's sad paolo. he and mika are the ONLY artists that i will admit to loving outside of this list, everything else i'll deny to the death :)

 here's a loaded god complex for our finale, good night and good luck :)

in my opinion it's been an extremely long time since we were tagged to do our top 10 artists, so that gave us a while to have our music tastes change some ,or in my case do a 180 turn, a back flip, and a couple jumping jacks thrown in for the hell of it XD so i say we do it again, or least i will because i've found all these pretty pictures and need to put them somewhere without being tempted to spam :) and i do really wish i had the ability to actually write something about these artists but i'm not very good at that, but all these artists truly have changed my life in someway or another so i guess that acounts for something. so with that aside, let's begin!

10~ Tegan & Sara

9~ Elliott Smith

8~ Blonde Redhead

7~ Rufus Wainwright

6~ Perfume Genius

 

5~ IAMX

4~ Placebo

3~ Sufjan Stevens

 

2~ Patrick Wolf

1~ Chris Garneau

now it's your turn if you want to do it :)

i was tagged by strangeinfatuation. and just like she said, i don't particularly listen to the most uplifting music in the world but there are songs that do make me smile really big funny smiles. those are as follows... * and i'm totally stealing her pretty happy color idea because i think it's amazing, hope you don't mind =) *

12~ A-Punk by Vampire Weekend

whenever i hear this song i get this sudden urge to dance but because it would be much to embarassing :)

11~ Panic by The Smiths

haaaaang the blessed dj!!! i know it's pretty  ironic,but the smiths always make me happy. how peculiar is that.

10~ Caring is Creepy by The Shins

garden state was right. these guys will change your life. and make you smile funny smiles!

9~ When You Were Young by The Killers

i know that is completely mainstream ans streotypical but i LOVE me some killers. i mean, how can you not just be happy that when you hear this on the radio that remotely popular bands can still make amazing music.

8~Son of Sam by Elliott Smith

it's just so upbeat and smiley. elliott makes me a happy little girl, forver and always :)

7~ The Mixed Tape by Jack's Mannequin

piano songs own me. andrew's song are always so inspiring in one way or another. i have no idea how, but they just are.

6~ Found Out About You by The Gin Blossoms

gotta love the 90's!!!!!

5~ Slow Hands by Interpol

i challenge you to sit and listen to this song and not move your head or any body part attached to said appendage.

4~ Morning Glory by Oasis

this has one of the catchest hooks known to man. i looooove it!!!

3~ Every You Every Me by Placebo

i bet you didn't see this one coming. i am so damn predicatble. but honestly, can you blame me. this songs plays and it is physically impossible for me to not sing along.

2~ The Taste Of Ink by The Used

here i am, alive at last. smile. love. repeat.

1~ Apocalypse by Hotel Persona

 loveLOVElove.... this has to be the happiest,most shiny, catchiest song to ever grace my ears. and these lyrics, AMAZING!  i love stef <3

now, i tag anyone how hasn't been tagged or anyone that has been tagged but feels the need to redo their list. that is completely unlikely, but you never know :)

i'm just in this mood where this movie is the only thing that makes any sense anymore. this movie has saved my life as much as anything can. and the world is to blame so fuck them, fuck everything that doesn't matter. fuck it all. save me. love me. hate me. trust me. so i'm going to quote this movie like a mad women because i can.

Hello, you've reached the winter of our discontent.

You can't navigate me. I may do mean things, and I may hurt you, and I may run away without your permission, and you may hate me forever, and I know that scares the living shit outta you 'cause you know I'm the only real thing you got.

I am not under any orders to make the world a better place.

There's no point to any of this. It's all just a... a random lottery of meaningless tragedy and a series of near escapes. So I take pleasure in the details. You know... a quarter-pounder with cheese, those are good, the sky about ten minutes before it starts to rain, the moment where your laughter become a cackle... and I, I sit back and I smoke my Camel Straights and I ride my own melt.

 

~ There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing. ~

i saw sweeney todd last night it was, how do i say this..... AMAZING!!! spectacualar singing from mr.depp. he had this little crack in his voice sometimes when he sang and for some reason i love it when guys voices crack. it's makes it sound sooo emotionally. *swoon* it was AMAZING!!! i can't say that enough. there was quite alot of blood spilt but what for good purpose. if you haven't seen it yet, you have to!!!! go, now!!!!

well sappysuperunknown did so i will to, because i probobly have less of a life than she does XD anway let me press suffle and we are off.......*presses shuffle on i-pod*......OFF!!!

1. the art teacher (live)- rufus wainwright~ i offically have come to love rufus. she is just spectacular even more so than the fact that i'm still in italics.

2. broken promise~placebo~ still italics!!! i love the intro to this song...damn i fall for the piano everytime.

3. charlotte sometimes~the cure~ sing to me robert...

4.the offering mix~ the champagne serenade~ chick singers rule

5. thirteen~ elliott smith~ this cover is more amazing than the orignal could ever be.long live mr. elliott, my he rest in pieces

6.obstacle 1~ interpol~ yay interpol!!!!! i don't have any more to say so now it will just be the songs. goodbye love goodbye

7.lover i don't have to love~ bright eyes

8.sam's town(abbey road version)~ the killers

9.papercut skin~the matches

10.solitary man~HIM

i was tagged by sappysuperunknown10. this i know is a giant mashup of alternative but who cares? i know i don't. i love all of these songs. some because they mean so much to me, some because they have helped me through living hells, and some because they are just fun to listen to. these aren't all my favorites, just the ones's that happened to pop in my head. now, shall we continue? i believe we shall.

25. get on the floor~the promise ring

24. slow motion~ third eye blind

23. iris~ the goo goo dolls

22. alive~ pearl jam

21. running from the rain~ thursday

20. every day is exactly the same~ nine inch nails

19. don't i hold you~ wheat

18. donut kill self~ die mannequin

17. blind~ placbeo

16. believe~ aiden

15. friday i'm in love~ the cure

14. bulimic~ the used

13. enjoy the silence~ depeche mode

12. numb~ linkin park

11. going to a town~ rufus wainwright

10. there is a light that never goes out~ the smiths

9. the mix tape~ jack's mannequin

8. a sorta fairytale~ tori amos

 

7.  heartache every moment~ HIM

6. statues without eyes~ kill hannah

5.  love will tear us apart~ joy division

4. just like heaven~ the cure

3 1/2. pure morning~ placebo

3. I'll cover you~ RENT * yeah, i know but i LOVE this song*

2. bigmouth strikes again~ the smiths

1. every you and every me~ placebo

i tag undoubtlypatty, missalternative, theotherdeath, awwxsugar,htwycross, and anyone sles who wants to do it. <3

last night i was watching CSI. the one set in las vegas, and at the very end of the epiosode grissom began to go go-carting with the rest of the team minus sara and running up that hill by placebo began to play. i got so excited when i heard that come on, so my dad just gave me this " wtf is wrong with you" look but my mom actually began to sing along. it was amazing and just thought i should say so.

until next time my darlings <3

i've been tagged by sappysuperunknown10. and i have a feeling that list will be harder then the bnads one because movies are so diiferent and amazing. and proving to be much more difficult, but here goes nothing( a few of these are really crappy but i love them none the less)

RULES:

1. You put here 10 favourites movies of your life.

2. You tag  maximum 10 people.

3. You CANNOT tag someone who has already been tagged.

4. You have to let the people you tagged know that they've been tagged.

5. You have to put PICS

10. gone in 60 seconds

9. the replacements

8. the departed

7. the breakfast club

6.requiem for a dream

5. reality bites

4. benny and joon

3. donnie darko and breakfast at tiffany's

2. pretty in pink and rent

1. elizabethtown

honorable mentions- garden state, little miss. sunshine, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind,the titanic,the first pirates of the carribean,and bull durham( for my mommy)

i tag: missalternative ,undoutedlypatty ,theotherdeath ,whatsername80 ,awwwxsugar ,htwycross ,xxpurplecloudxx
 and specialjanul.

i've been tagged by sappysuperunknown10. this was absoutley the hardest list i've ever done so i'm going to do what triinu did and just do bands. solo artists would make this much more difficult.

Here are the rules:

1) Pick your 10 favorite musical artists.
2) Tag the journal "top10bands" so we can have a full tag page of all our lists!
3) Pick 8 more people to do this! Make sure to link them to your original post

10~ the smiths

love affair started with: how soon is now?   current kiss: bigmouth strikes again

9~lostprophets

love affair started with : last train home     current kiss: lately

8~thursday

love affair started with: war all the time    current kiss: running from the rain

7~ the cure

love affair began with: lovesong     current kiss: the same deep water as you

6~ kill hannah

conquered my heart with : race the dream     current kiss: statues without eyes

5~ the killers

captured my love with: somebody told me     current kiss: bones

4~ HIM

romance started with: wicked game     current kiss: heartache every moment

3~ aiden

love affair began with: knife blood nightmare     current kiss : believe

2~ my chemical romance

love affair began with: i'm not okay (i promise)    current kiss: cemetary drive

*as completely over said this is and how meaningless it can sound now, they did save my life. yeah yeah i said. but i actually mean it. laugh all you wish now XD*

1~ placebo

captured my heart with: pure morning     current kisses: slackerbitch and twenty years.

i now tag missalternative ,theotherdeath ,undoutedlypatty ,awwwxsugar ,htwycross,xxpurplecloudxx ,specialjanul ,and atthebitterend

that was really hard. <3

i got Venus Doom by H.I.M. on tuesday and it's AMAZING!!!!!! their lyrics are second only to placebo and that's saying alot. my favorite song so far is sleepwalking past hope and i think the album is still up on their myspace for the moment if you want to hear before you buy, but it's definatley worth your money whatever it be in.

open house was tonight. these things kinda freak my teachers out because the realize that i'm not the only weird one, my mom is too XD but it's amusing to see the teachers... squirm for lack of a better term. becuse they are all so nervous and well... scared that is all except my world history teacher. he actually goes along with my little antics. it's fun(ny). film class will be amazing next semester. that's all i know.

until we meet again, i love you all much <3

*i thought this picture was so cute*

blind by placebo is an amazing song. i thought i would just share it with you all.

If I could tear you from the ceiling,
And guarantee a source divine,
Rid you off possessions fleeting,
Remain your funny valentine.

Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.

If I could tear you from the ceiling,
I know the best have tried,
I'd fill your every breath with meaning,
And find a place we both could hide.

Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.

You don't believe me, but you do this every time,
Please don't drive me blind.
Please don't drive me blind..

I know we're broken,
I know we're broken,
I know we're broken.

If I could tear you from the ceiling,
I'd freeze us both in time,
Find a brand new way of seeing..
Your eyes forever glued to mine.

Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.

I know I broke it,
I know I broke it,
I know I broke it,
I know I broke it.

and here's a link to a fan made video of the song

http://youtube.com/watch?v=_wsR5AbN4S8

i am loving La Grosse Radio right now.it means the big radio in french and it broadcasts on the internet and then on my i-tunes radio thing and i love it. i think i'll go to france just for the sake of listening to this station <3

have a good day..........end transmission

I got tagged by triinu 

RULES:

1. You post your top 10 fantasy guys/girls
2. You tag 10 people.
3. You CANNOT tag someone who has already been tagged.
4. You have to let the people you tagged know that they've been tagged.
5. These are the rules they must be repeated every time.
6. THERE MUST BE PHOTOS! AT ALL TIMES!

10. patrick stump

9. hayley williams

8. ian watkins

7 1/2. taylor kitsch

7. jonathan radtke

6. steve hewitt

 

5.  brandon flowers

3 1/2. bam margera

4. quinn allman

 

3. wiL francis

2. mat devine

 

1. and of course.....brian molko <3

brian and steve

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i think i should stop now. oh yeah i tag   theotherdeath,missalternative,undoutedlypatty,sappysuperunknown10,whatsername80, bruisepristine1,atthebitterend,awwwxsugar,specialjanul,and shOtgunweddingxx.

have fun

i can't believe i left off gee,frankie,gee and oh well XD

high school is boring and seemingly pointless. it is remotely interesting to just i guess people watch. to see how people can be brought to some of the stuff they do. i've really gotten into books lately and music even more. i guess it's an escape and i like where i go. well anyway there has been no more fire alarms...yet but i'm sure since i've said this there will be one tomorrow.damn karma.erggg..

soda machines have gotten me mad lately.like almost everyone i've used doesn't work for me. what did i do to the soda machine,huh? but you know what if they want a war that's what their gonna get.i'll swear of soda machines,ha that's it. who's with me? i will not surrender.....yet atleast XD

in other news apparently owen wilson tried to kill himself.not succeding of course but by slitting his let wrist and overdosing and some shit. he's suppossed to be a happy comedian,what's wrong with the world?!?

and,oh yeah, what the hell is ultra sex??

click on the second song. god i love this band.

http://www.myspace.com/mindlessselfindulgence 

 

 

i just got conviction by aiden last night and it is AMAZING!!!!! it's pretty different from some  of their other stuff but i absolutly love it.i haven't said that about a cd since meds came out. i'm totally in love <3

oh yeah, how was the football game? *i kinda refuse to go to those until reason jumps out and punches me in the face so until them i shall live vicariously through you all*

much love

 

i've been in school for a total of 4 days.the fire alarm has been pulled 3 times. i find this all rather amusing other than the fact that i like being extremely pale and i'd like to keep it that way and the sun outside doesn't really help in this keeping of a goal. if only they could pull an outside fire alarm.now that's a thought.

i got my nail polish.my mom painted them for me.pretty in black if you will

i had one of those 30th anniversy elvis peanut butter banana cream resses cups today.yum.

sadly tonight i'll most likely be watching high school musical 2.laugh all you want but i kinda like it.i feel i should go hide in shame now XD

ttfn